i'm despert for help.

1-I'M 57 YEARS OLD 2-I'M A FEMALE 3-HANDICAPPED AND DISABLE. 4-ONLY INCOME IS $170.50 A MONTH FROM SSI BENEFITS 5-I NEED A FREE HANDICAPPED VECHILE 6-I NEED A HOME BUILT FREE OF CHARGE ON MY PROPERTY. 7-I NEED FOOD, CLOTHES, EYE GLASSES, NEW DENTURES, NEW HOSPITAL BED, A FREE CELL PHONE WITH FREE SERVICES FOR AT LEAST A YEAR. 8- I'M DREAMING OF A LAPTOP COMPUTER FOR CHRISTMAS, EVEN THO I KNOW, IT WON'T BE HERE. 9-I HAVE BEGGED MY STATE FOR HELP, MY GOVERMENT,EVEN MY PRESIDENT. I HAVE CONTACTED OPRAH, ELLEN, MONTEL,DR.PHIL. YOU KNOW THE WAY I FEEL ABOUT THESE PEOPLE AND HOW THEY BRAGG ON WHAT THEY DO, I FEEL LIKE I'M JIMKS, NO ONE EVEN HAS THE NERVE TO ANSWER MY EMAILS. I KNOW THEY ARE RICH, AND IF I ALREADY HAD WHAT I NEEDED, THEY'D JUMP AT THE CHANCH TO HELP ME. I WILL HAVE NO CHRISTMAS OR NEW YEARS, AND I DON'T CARE ANYMORE, BECAUSE I'M SO DEPRESSED I FEEL LIKE TAKING A GUN AND PUTTING IT TO MY TEMPLE AND PULL THE TRIGGER. THE ONLY THING THAT STOPPS ME IS I'M A CHRISTIAN. I DON'T LIE FOR ANY REASON. I MARRIED AT 14, HAD THREE CHILDREN WHEN I WAS 17, AND I WATCHED THEBURNUP IN A HOUSE FIRE AT 19 YEARS OLD. I'VE SEEN MORE FAMILY AND FRIENDS LOWERED INTO THE GROUND THAN ANY 1000 PEOPLE SHOULD EVER HAVE TO SEE.DECEMBER TWELVETH IS THE ANAVERSARY OF THE DEATH OF MY 3 BABIES. IF I CAN'T FIND SOMEONE TO HELP ME WITH THIS BLOF, THEN I QUIT TRYING. PATRICIA HATFIELD PBELFRYP8@CS.COM